My temps are low. I take my basal body temp every morning and they are low. After ovulation they are suppose to move upward into the 98s, but mine don't. My acupuncturist told me that because of my low temps the chances of me becoming and staying pregnant were not good. I'm glad he's honest with me, but that is not what I want to hear. We are trying another herb for 60 days. He said it has helped woman with temperatures like mine in the past. I'm also altering my diet during my luteal phase. No cold foods or drinks. I'm adding curry, lamb, ginger and cinnamon.
I'm pretty sure I have a luteal phase defect. I have been charting my basal body temp since October and it has never been biphasal. I'm discouraged. I feel defeated. What else can I fucking do?
Crack heads give birth to babies daily and here I am charting my fucking temperature every day. Eating lamb??!! It seems so rediculous. Really??
Sometimes I think I'll just go back to the RE and do another IUI or IVF, but then I talk myself out of that, because I want to stick with our natural plan. Ha ha ha ha! Natural plan; sounds so funny to me. I'm at a crossroads and I don't know what to do. I'm angry and sad and feel like total shit! AGAIN!
This damned infertility seems to have gotten the best of me today and I don't feel like trying to dig myself out. I just want to wallow here in self pity for a while. Guess the hub and I will head to India Kitchen to get some lamb and curry for dinner. Maybe we should stop and buy some crack on the way; it seems to work for a lot of women....
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
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4 comments:
I've just caught myself up on your goings on for the NEW year.
Cool house. I swear I've seen that on one of those home show. Anyways, I'm happy to see you've got yourself a new plan. I hope you have results soon.
Hi!
I'm sorry you have to go through this. ((Hugs))
i heart you!
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